If I’m being real, patience can be one of the hardest “faith muscles” to build—because it usually gets tested right when I’m already tired, stressed, or ready for God to move right now. I don’t think most of us struggle with believing God can provide. What we struggle with is the timing. We pray, weContinue reading “Patience: God Provides in His Time”
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The Day I Realized I Deserved Peace
I’ll never forget the day it hit me. I was lying in a hospital bed after my last suicidal episode, staring up at a ceiling that felt way too bright and way too quiet at the same time. My body was there, but my mind was exhausted. My soul felt worn out. I remember lookingContinue reading “The Day I Realized I Deserved Peace”
Forgiveness From the Heart… and Learning to “Agree to Disagree”
Today’s service gave me a lot to think about. Not because I left angry. Not because I’m trying to be negative. But because it reminded me that church is real life. Sometimes you’re going to hear things that hit you right in the heart… and sometimes you’re going to hear a take you don’t fullyContinue reading “Forgiveness From the Heart… and Learning to “Agree to Disagree””
Reaching Out for Help: The Hardest Step That Can Change Everything
There’s a moment a lot of us know too well—the moment you realize you can’t keep carrying it all by yourself. Not because you’re weak. Not because you “failed.” But because you’re human. Reaching out for help sounds simple when it’s written on a poster or said in a motivational speech. In real life, itContinue reading “Reaching Out for Help: The Hardest Step That Can Change Everything”
Enjoy Today
Sometimes the best thing we can do is stop living in yesterday or stressing about tomorrow, and just enjoy today. Today is the only moment we can actually live in, and it’s a gift from God that we don’t want to rush past. I’m reminding myself that peace doesn’t always come from having everything figuredContinue reading “Enjoy Today”
Loving God Looks Like Loving People
Scripture: “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart… You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” — Matthew 22:37–39 (ESV) It’s easy to think loving God is mostly about spiritual routines—reading the Bible, praying, going to church, and trying to live right. All of that matters. But Jesus makes something crystal clear:Continue reading “Loving God Looks Like Loving People”
Taking a Daily Break: Prayer, Meditation, and Getting Re-Centered
A simple practice that helps me stay centered, focused, and calm throughout the day Life moves fast. Even on “normal” days, it can feel like everything is coming at you at once—work, responsibilities, phone calls, stress, emotions, and all the little things that pile up in your head. That’s why I’ve learned something simple butContinue reading “Taking a Daily Break: Prayer, Meditation, and Getting Re-Centered”
Taking Accountability: Owning My Past, Choosing My Next Right Step
A personal reflection on responsibility, forgiveness, and moving forward Accountability is one of those words that sounds simple until you actually try to live it. It’s easy to say, “I take responsibility.” It’s harder to sit with the truth of what we’ve done, what we’ve avoided, who we’ve hurt, and what we’ve neglected—then still decideContinue reading “Taking Accountability: Owning My Past, Choosing My Next Right Step”
Making Space for God: Closet Prayer, Real Fruit, and a Life Built on the Rock
Today’s sermon hit me right where I live: my life gets full fast. Not just “busy,” but packed—stuffed with plans, noise, screens, worries, errands, opinions, and a thousand little things that feel urgent. And the truth is, when my life is that full, it gets harder to hear God clearly. The pastor said something thatContinue reading “Making Space for God: Closet Prayer, Real Fruit, and a Life Built on the Rock”
A Daily Schedule Saved Me: Why Staying Busy Matters
For a long time, my days ran me instead of me running my day. I’d wake up and just “wing it,” and before I knew it, the day was gone—half-finished, half-stressed, and full of that annoying feeling like I was busy but didn’t actually do anything that moved my life forward. That’s why I’m learningContinue reading “A Daily Schedule Saved Me: Why Staying Busy Matters”
Verse of the Day (Luke): When God’s Peace Takes Over
“Fear not, Mary, for you have found favor with God.” — Luke 1:30 Some days fear shows up before my feet even hit the floor. It’s not always loud. Sometimes it’s quiet anxiety—worry about the future, stress about responsibilities, or that heavy “what if?” feeling that tries to camp out in my mind. That’s whyContinue reading “Verse of the Day (Luke): When God’s Peace Takes Over”
Trusting God and Living by His Word (Even When I Fall Short)
Trust isn’t perfection—trust is choosing God again and again. Trusting God isn’t just something I say when life is going good. Trusting God is what I’m learning to do when I’m stressed, confused, tempted, tired, or disappointed. It’s what I’m learning to do when I don’t have all the answers, and I can’t see what’sContinue reading “Trusting God and Living by His Word (Even When I Fall Short)”
Devotional for Today: Where We’re Heading
God doesn’t just show us the road—He walks it with us. “But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in Christ…”— 2 Corinthians 2:14 Life has a way of putting us at crossroads. Some decisions are obvious, but a lot of them aren’t. Sometimes you’re not choosing between “good” and “bad”—you’re choosingContinue reading “Devotional for Today: Where We’re Heading”
Don’t Judge People: Respect, Boundaries, and Loving From a Distance
You can treat people with dignity without letting them disrupt your peace. It’s easy to judge people. It’s easy to look at someone’s attitude, choices, lifestyle, or mistakes and think, “I would never…” or “Why don’t they just…” But the truth is, we don’t know what someone has survived. We don’t know what they’ve beenContinue reading “Don’t Judge People: Respect, Boundaries, and Loving From a Distance”
Today’s Sermon: Wilderness, Temptation, and the Strength to Keep Going
A reflection on Matthew 4, fasting, and learning to stand firm when temptation shows up. Today’s sermon was one of those messages that doesn’t just sound good in the moment—it follows you home. It made me think about my own life, my patterns, and my temptations… and it reminded me that the Christian life isn’tContinue reading “Today’s Sermon: Wilderness, Temptation, and the Strength to Keep Going”
Letting Go of Cigarettes: 27 Days In, and I’m Still Standing
Quitting isn’t about proving toughness—it’s about choosing freedom, one day at a time. I’m going to be honest—quitting cigarettes is something I talked about doing for a long time. I’d say it. I’d mean it. I’d even plan it. But then stress would hit, routine would kick in, and next thing I knew I wasContinue reading “Letting Go of Cigarettes: 27 Days In, and I’m Still Standing”
New Year 2026: The Next Right Thing
A fresh start isn’t magic—it’s a decision, made one day at a time. There’s something about a new year that feels like a clean breath of air. Not because January 1st magically fixes anything. Not because we wake up and suddenly become a brand-new person overnight. But because the calendar flipping gives us a momentContinue reading “New Year 2026: The Next Right Thing”
Empathy, Compassion, and Trust: The Three Things That Hold People Together
A reflection on what keeps relationships strong, especially when life gets heavy. There are a lot of words we throw around like we fully understand them—empathy, compassion, and trust. But when life gets heavy, those three aren’t “nice ideas”… they’re lifelines. They’re what keep friendships from falling apart, families from breaking, and people from feelingContinue reading “Empathy, Compassion, and Trust: The Three Things That Hold People Together”
Joy That Doesn’t Depend on Stuff
Scripture:“Blessed are those who live in Your house; they are always praising You.”— Psalm 84:4 Devotional It’s easy to let my joy rise and fall with what I have—or what I don’t have. Some days I’m fine… and other days I notice what other people own, what they’ve accomplished, how “easy” their life looks, andContinue reading “Joy That Doesn’t Depend on Stuff”
Joy in the Lord: The Life We “Lose” to Truly Find
Verse of the Day “For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for Me will find it.” — Matthew 16:25 Devotion There’s a reason this verse can feel upside-down at first. It goes against everything our natural instincts scream at us: hold tight, protect yourself, keep control, andContinue reading “Joy in the Lord: The Life We “Lose” to Truly Find”
